November 20, 2005
That’s what my belly is doing right now. Little sudden jolts of flip flops. Tomorrow is the day. I’m so freakin’ worried that they are going to tell us something horrible about Ryan’s MRI results. I’ve kept my mind pretty occupied all weekend, doing whatever I could to NOT think about it. I’ve made graphics, blogged, talked on the phone, played online, went out with hubby, took the kids out today, put up Christmas lights with the kids, watched mindless tv shows, cleaned. But now, it’s caught up with me and I’m starting to do the stupid, “what if”. I’ve got to be reasonable I know but really, it’s hard for me. Intellectually I’m thinking, well gosh, if it were something bad, they would have rushed in right away, the same day I took the call. Surely they wouldn’t make us wait all friggin’ weekend. But then that small, insanely worried part of my brain, starts talking shit to me, making me paranoid. Tomorrow afternoon will not come soon enough. Sigh.
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November 20th, 2005 at 5:07 pm, Karen Rani Says:
I’d love to remove that small part of your brain that talks shit, but then you wouldn’t be as interesting. Plus, I’d be afraid of removing the culinary section of your brain and we just can’t have that.
Seriously though hunny, I am hoping for the very best senario, and that the dumbass secretary that called you simply made a mistake. I’ll be thinking of you so much, and sending every positive thought I have your way.
Love Karen
November 21st, 2005 at 3:38 am, Anonymous Says:
I am sure that everything is ok! I will be sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts today!
Hugs,Laura
November 21st, 2005 at 5:06 am, Sassy Says:
Thank you girls….My guts are churning this morning and my head is aching. Super. I’m sure I’m worried for nothing but it’s hard not to. Thanks for the positive thoughts! Muah.